WORDS OF WISDOM FOR WOUNDED WARRIORS

Pain is part of life. Whether it be physical, emotional, or mental pain, its thorns can rip deeply into one’s flesh or one’s psyche, leaving one in a state of excruciating discomfort and restless distress. Pain is the physical or mental suffering or discomfort experienced when we encounter the opposite emotions known from the joy, happiness, and the “good feeling” that can be found in life. Pain is the result of the loss of health or someone or something which we cherished dearly; something or someone which we valued as bringing meaning to our lives.

While physical pain can be torturous, the longer I live the more I have come to believe the pain that accompanies loss or rejection can bring unbearable ache and hurt in one’s innermost being that even medicine, time, or pills cannot abate. We all know the pain of losing a loved one through the doorway of death, we weep much because we loved much. Love always carries with it the risk of pain. When we love, there is always the risk that the joy can be turned into pain as the person may be snatched from us in death. Of course, if we live long enough, that will happen. That is part of the natural flow of life.

Over the years, the greatest pain can come from the rejection and abandonment by those we loved and valued in our lives. As a young person, most of us have experienced loving someone who, for a while, valued us, then rejected us and broke our hearts. Then there is the betrayal of someone we treasure as a friend, who we thought would always stand with us, then they turn against us and estrangement replaces friendship. Such pain rips our insides out. However, some of the worst pain is when one of your own loins, one who has our DNA stamped upon their very being, turns their back on you and desires to no longer be part of your life. They reject your Christian values to choose a path of moral relativism and in the process, reject you as a parent or guardian for holding such antiquated values that they perceive as harmful and no longer of value for them to follow. They throw out the baby with the bathwater. Such a rejection cuts to the very quick of one’s soul and the fabric of one’s innermost being. It leaves one asking, “What could I have done differently?”

To be rejected or abandoned by one who shares your DNA, raises more questions than answers. As a matter of fact, few answers are forthcoming, which can leave one confused and engulfed in a grief that resembles that of a death. It leaves one in a quandary to either (1) let go – to move on – not moving on because you quit caring, but they no longer care and they have let go — or (2) to wrings one’s hands in desperation and paralyzing grief and in the end miss out on sharing love with those who do care. I have always believed one should not wallow in the mud of nontoleration but pitch one’s tent where one finds celebration. Of course, we continue to pray for the wayward one who has abandoned their DNA for antichristian philosophies, which will eventually prove sorely lacking in a crucible of relativism and regret. There does come a time, though, life moves onward like a mighty river, and we must move with its flow or be swept away by stagnant grief that bogs one down from experiencing God’s high destiny for their life.

When the Rich Young Ruler was confronted with the demands of Jesus and walked away, the Master didn’t run after him. The Bible says, “Jesus looked at him, loved him” (Mark 10:21). Jesus loved him, but when the young man walked away, Jesus didn’t chase after him, but let him go — not because the Master no longer cared, but because the Rich Young Ruler didn’t care for Jesus’ answer. As well, we know that Jesus as He walked on earth, his brothers didn’t embrace Him, yet He never lost sight of His high calling. No doubt their unbelief and estrangement caused him great inward pain, but He never lost sight of His purpose and calling as He marched toward the cross.

Are you hurting within over forsaken and rejected love by those who share your DNA? Keep looking to Jesus, place all things in His hands, and like a flint, remain focused on the Christ of the cross. Trust the Lord and leave the consequences to Him. If you know someone who is enduring the pain of abandonment, don’t judge them, but pray for them and be their friend. The waters of abandonment can be murky, but the Captain of the Ship of Zion will guide the ship safely to shore…and it is hope those who have walked away like the Rich Young Ruler to walk a perceived different path will one day make their way to the Ship of Zion before it docks at the last harbor of life.

Is there any guarantee that those we have loved but have abandoned their Christian heritage and those with whom they share a blood connection will eventually find their way home like the Prodigal Son? No, there is no guarantee they will ever return. They may be like the Rich Young Ruler, walk away for good, never to be heard from again. Again, one must keep their eyes on Jesus and leave the outcome to Him. We are only answerable to the Lord for ourselves, so let us keep our eyes focused on our Lord…realizing His grace is sufficient and sustainable even in the throes of inward pain. Hang in there Wounded Warrior, for the stars shine brightest on the darkest nights. Remember, “Weeping May Endure for a Night but Joy cometh in the morning” (Ps 30:5).

Blessings,

Dr. Dan

DO APOSTLES EXIST TODAY?

Do Apostles exist today?  Most of Christendom contends that being an Apostle was limited to the beginning of the Church, that it was foundational in its functionality; therefore, there are no more Apostles today. However, some groups within Christendom contend that the gift of an Apostle is a continuing position, though maybe not in the same sense as the first Apostles.

Come, let us reason together.

 Let’s begin by a definition of the word “apostle”? The word is derived from the Greek word ἀπόστολος (apóstolos), literally meaning “one who is sent forth.”  It refers to a person who is sent, as a messenger or representative. The word was used to speak of a messenger, an ambassador sent off on a mission (i.e., like a commander of a naval force, or a messenger carrying a message for a king or royal dignitary). An “apostle” or “one sent forth” held the same authority as the person who was sending them.

The Greek word that is translated “apostle” is used 81 times in the New Testament.   The majority of the time, it refers to the Twelve Apostles, the ones Jesus sent out to be His witnesses of the resurrection. However, the word “Apostle” was used to designate other early Christian men other than the Twelve, such as Paul, Barnabas, and others.   The term specified an important foundational position in the early church by those who spread the Good News of Christ who met certain criteria.

First, an Apostle was to have seen the risen Lord. According to Scripture, an Apostle had seen the resurrected Christ. When the Eleven sought to replace Judas, who had betrayed Jesus and took his own life, one of the criteria to fill the position of Apostle, Peter stated that one “ordained must be a witness with us of Christ’s resurrection” ( Acts 1:22; 15-26).

The Apostle John reaffirms this in I John 1:1 of his visible witness to Christ, “That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of Life (Christ).”  

Peter and the other disciples are declared to be Apostles, as they saw the risen Lord. And that he (Christ) was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures: And that he was seen of Cephas (Peter), then of the twelve: (I Cor. 15:3-7).

As well, Scripture teaches us that Jesus “was seen of above five hundred brethren at once; of whom the greater part remain unto this present, but some are fallen asleep. After that, he was seen of James; then of all the apostles” (I Cor. 15:3-7).

So, not only were the original twelve apostles eyewitnesses of Jesus’ resurrection, but all who had the gift of an Apostle had to have seen the risen Christ. Barnabas is referred to as an “apostle” in Acts 13:2, 14:14, as well as Andronicus and Junias (Romans 16:7). No doubt there were other Apostles, as well. But the criteria was they had to have seen the risen Lord.

Paul, who was not one of the Twelve but was an Apostle, as he, too, saw the risen Lord.  Paul writes in I Corinthians 9:1: “Am I not free? Am I not an apostle? Have I not seen Jesus our Lord? Are not you my workmanship in the Lord?”

There are those who say Paul saw the resurrected Christ after He ascended back to heaven, so how could he have been an Apostle? Paul can rightfully be called an apostle because he was personally and visibly visited by Jesus (Acts 9), and, as we shall see, he fulfilled the same requirements that determined one’s Apostleship. 

Based on that criteria that one must have seen the resurrected Savior, only first-generation Christians could meet this requirement. Obviously, no one today would qualify as an Apostle if an Apostle had to be an eyewitness of the resurrected Christ Jesus.  

Second, an Apostle was chosen and commissioned by the Lord (Holy Spirit). In John 20:22, Jesus, after his resurrection, commissions His disciples to carry forth the message of the Gospel and breathed on them the Holy Spirit to empower them to do so.  In Acts 1, shortly before Jesus ascended back to Heaven, He again commissions those gathered to preach the Good News. Jesus’ commission was clearly given to those who saw the resurrected Savior.   

As for Paul, one born out of due time, the Scripture records that the Lord personally commissioned him. Paul writes in I Corinthians 15:8-9: “Then last of all He was seen by me also, as by one born out of due time. For I am the least of the apostles, who am not worthy to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God.” Jesus personally appeared to Paul, the Lord saying unto him that “he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel” (Acts 9:15).

So, unless one has been personally and visibly visited by the resurrected Christ and personally commissioned to proclaim the Gospel, they would not meet the criteria of being an Apostle.

Third, an Apostle was associated with miraculous signs.  The Apostles had the ability to perform signs and wonders. Acts 2:43 reads. “For fear came upon every soul, and many wonders and signs were being performed through the Apostles.”

Paul wrote in 2 Corinthians 12:12 of his ministry there, “Truly the signs of an apostle were accomplished among you with all perseverance, in signs and wonders and mighty deeds.”

It was the apostles who were given special signs (miracles) to confirm their message (Hebrews 2:3-4).

One who today claims to be an Apostle, do signs and wonders and mighty deeds follow them?

Fourth, an Apostle was given special revelation.  In the early formation of the Church, there was no New Testament canon to teach or guide believers.  An Apostle was given special revelation by the Lord to instruct the people in correct doctrine and the truths pertaining to faith and practice. It was the “apostles’ teaching” in which the early church continued (Acts 2:42).  

Following his conversion to Christ, Paul spent time in Arabia, where he was personally taught by Christ (Galatians 1:12-17).  Paul’s message was not his own, but he writes, “For I neither received it from man, nor was I taught it, but it came through the revelation of Jesus Christ” (Gal. 1:12).

In Acts 10 Peter received a vision, a revelation, from the Lord in which he is taught about the universal scope of God’s salvation in Jesus Christ, the scope of salvation including both Jew and Gentile.  

On the Island of Patmos, the Apostle John, is personally given a revelation of Christ of messages he is to send to the seven churches. As well, John is caught up into heaven (Rev. 4) where he is given a message of “things that must surely come to pass” (Rev. 1:1). John’s special revelation is known in our Bible as the Book of Revelation.  John writes in Revelation 1:9-19 of the heavenly revelation he received: I, John, your brother and companion in the suffering and kingdom and patient endurance that are ours in Jesus, was on the island of Patmos because of the word of God and the testimony of Jesus. 10 On the Lord’s Day I was in the Spirit, and I heard behind me a loud voice like a trumpet, 11 which said: “Write on a scroll what you see and send it to the seven churches: to Ephesus, Smyrna, Pergamum, Thyatira, Sardis, Philadelphia and Laodicea.”  12 I turned around to see the voice that was speaking to me. And when I turned I saw seven golden lampstands, 13 and among the lampstands was someone like a son of man, dressed in a robe reaching down to his feet and with a golden sash around his chest. 14 The hair on his head was white like wool, as white as snow, and his eyes were like blazing fire. 15 His feet were like bronze glowing in a furnace, and his voice was like the sound of rushing waters. 16 In his right hand he held seven stars, and coming out of his mouth was a sharp, double-edged sword. His face was like the sun shining in all its brilliance. 17 When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead. Then he placed his right hand on me and said: “Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last. 18 I am the Living One; I was dead, and now look, I am alive for ever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades. 19 “Write, therefore, what you have seen, what is now and what will take place later.” (NKJV).

With the writing of Revelation by John, the canon of the New Testament was now complete. The canonical books being those necessary for faith and practice of believers for all generations, and since the canon of Scripture is now closed, there is no need for such revelation today as came to the Apostles. 

Fifth, an Apostle was a foundational “office” on which the church was built. Paul identified the office/position of an Apostle as foundational to the Church. In Ephesians 2:19-20, Paul wrote, “Now, therefore, you are no longer strangers and foreigners, but fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God, having been built upon the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ Himself being the chief cornerstone.” It was the Apostles who were the foundation of the church—with Jesus being the cornerstone.

Conclusion

Clearly, the work of apostleship was to lay the foundation of the Church in a sense secondary only to that of Christ Himself, thus requiring eyewitness authority behind their preaching. After the Apostles laid the foundation, others could build upon the Church. The foundation was laid in the first century. The responsibility of the Apostles, laying the foundation of the church, would also argue for their uniqueness confined to the first century. The Apostle’s foundational purpose is no longer necessary. Two thousand years have passed since the foundation was laid, and we are not still working on the foundation.

Taking those five requirements into consideration, it seems logical to conclude that there are a number of specific requirements for one being an Apostle that are impossible for anyone today to fulfill.  No biblical evidence indicates that the apostles were replaced when they died. Jesus appointed the Apostles to do the foundational work of the Church, and foundations only need to be laid once. After the Apostles’ deaths, other offices besides apostleship, not requiring an eyewitness relationship with Jesus, would carry on the work.

The responsibility of the Apostles, laying the foundation of the church, would also argue for their uniqueness. Again, two thousand years have passed since the foundation was laid, and we are not still working on the foundation.

Those who claim the office of an Apostle still exists today, often desire or claim Apostolic authority equal to the authority of the first-century Apostles. There is absolutely no Scriptural evidence to support such authority still exists. Paul warned against false Apostles in his day, (2 Corinthians 11:13), and it is a warning that no doubt needs to be heeded today.

Blessings,

Dr. Dan

SHOULD A CHURCH DISPLAY THE CROSS?

As Christians approach Easter, the cross stands as a universal visible symbol of the Christ Event. (By the Christ Event is meant the life, death, burial, and resurrection of Christ.) For it was upon the cross that Jesus Christ gave His life for the sins of humanity. While the cross is a powerful symbol of the work of Jesus Christ, some churches do not display the cross on the church’s premises. The main argument for a cross-free premise is that it is believed that worship should be icon-free, that worship is to be focused on Christ alone without any outside prompts giving “aid” to worship other than the proclamation of the Word. [See note at end.] Then there are those within Christendom who don’t display the cross because they are fearful it will be offensive to unbelievers and could actually hinder a possible Christan witness.

Yes, it is true, that whether or not a church displays a cross is a matter of local church policy, personal value judgment, and Christian liberty. However, it is the contention of this writer that there is much benefit in Christian churches displaying the cross. While there are many biblical and historical arguments as to why Christians and Christian churches should display the cross, let me share with you eight.

First, the Cross is Central to the Christian Faith. The cross is considered the most central symbol in Christianity, representing the pivotal moment of Jesus’ death that provided salvation for sinful humanity. One truth is certain, for Paul the cross stood at the center of the Christian faith. Paul wrote, “I determined not to know anything among you, save Jesus Christ and Him crucified (I Cor. 2:2). As Christians should we not to display the most central symbol of our faith for the world to see? For in the sight of the cross it has a certain self-evidencing power. 

Without the cross, the centrality of the Christian faith is built on a foundation that is not theologically sound.  We have a tendency to make secondary that which we don’t see as central. It was the cross where Jesus would die, giving his life as a ransom for lost humanity (Mk 10:45). That He was going to the cross was at the center of His teaching to His disciples. The centrality of the cross originated with Christ Himself. If it was central to Him, should it not be central to believers.  When the cross is displayed it visually shouts the centrality of the Christian faith.  When one preaches the centrality of the cross and its importance in God’s provision of providing salvation, what is the hearer to think when such an important symbol is not to be found in a House of Worship reminding one of the cross’ centrality? 

Second, the Cross is the Visual Symbol of Christ’s Vicarious Sacrifice. Every religion and ideology has its visual symbol which is a distinguishing feature of its history or beliefs. As examples, Marxism has its hammer and sickle; the Nazis had the Swastika; Judaism has the Star of David; Islam its crescent, etc. For Christians what has universally been the symbol that distinguishes the Christ Event – has it not been the cross? Seeing the cross serves as a tangible reminder of the suffering Jesus endured for humanity.  The Apostle Paul had a deep conviction that the cross was not something to be hidden, but something to be shown to men. He wrote in Galatians how he couldn’t understand how they could have slipped back into their old ways when he had made visible to them the Act of the Cross before their eyes (Gal. 3:1- “Before whose eyes Jesus Christ was clearly portrayed among you as crucified”).  The Greek word translated as “clearly portrayed” in the verse is the Greek word prographō; which means “to depict, portray, paint, before the eyes.” The word was used to speak of something which visibly set forth before a person’s eyes. Paul is saying that he had set forth before their eyes a visual picture of Jesus Christ crucified and his vicarious sacrifice on behalf of humanity. Prographō carries with it more than painting a picture with words, but in visibly seeing that which is being described – i.e., the symbol of the cross. In the early church, the Greek word Christos was a cryptogram (code), often in the form of a cross. From the second century onwards, Christians not only drew, but painted, and engraved the cross as a visual symbol of their faith.

There are those who say visible symbols in our worship, such as the cross, are unnecessary. However, Jesus sanctioned the use of two visual ordinances for the Church…the Lord’s Supper (Communion) and baptism. These visual ordinances speak to divine realities regarding the work and provision of Christ.  While not sanctioned as an ordinance, the cross is a visual symbol that speaks volumes as to the divine reality of the person and work of Christ, and within Christian liberty its display is not only permissible but can prove beneficial to the reality of one’s faith. 

Third, the Cross is an Expression of Faith Embraced. Since the beginning, Christians have identified themselves with the cross on which Jesus died. Whether it’s carved in wood or etched on our hearts, the cross is the chief symbol and defining reality of the Christian faith. Displaying a cross is a way for Christians and churches to openly profess their belief in Jesus Christ. Jesus died on behalf of humanity. In the cross Jesus Christ achieved something for us that by ourselves we never could have achieved. Thus, the cross is not something a believer would want to hide but embrace and put on display as it is an expression of the means by which Christ has provided for us salvation. 

Tertullian wrote about 200 A.D. that many Christians put the symbol of the cross on their clothes, shoes, and on their person (Tertullian, De Corona, Ch. III, 94). They were giving expression of the faith they embraced. The Apostolic Tradition of St. Hippolytus (215 AD) records that the sign of the cross was tradition on one’s personhood (forehead) when baptized, as it was the sign of Christ’s Passion.  The newly baptized believers were giving expression of the faith they had embraced. By the end of the first century, many Christians already viewed the cross as a significant symbol. However, it is contended that the first surviving public image of Jesus’ crucifixion was on the fifth-century wooden doors of the Basilica of Santa Sabina, which is located on the Aventine Hill in Rome (B.W. Longenecker, The Cross Before Constantine, 11).

So, displaying the cross is more than a cultural act in the Western world, but dates back to the earliest Christians and then onward.   

Fourth, the Cross is a Sign of Redemption and Hope. The cross symbolizes the victory over death and the promise of eternal life through Jesus’ resurrection. The cross is a sign of redemption and hope for the Christian. In and through the Cross Event men find redemption from their lostness and find hope to live a transformed life. Lost man needs to be redeemed and he needs hope that a changed life is possible.  What a marvelous object lesson the cross becomes as it serves as a visual “signpost” that points men to the hope of redemption and hope of a changed life is found in the Christ of the Cross. The cross lifts up the fallen and delivers the despairing.

The cross of Christ gives display of both God’s love and God’s holiness in the salvation of humanity. The renowned theologian Emil Brunner wrote, “The cross of Christ is the only place where the loving, forgiving, merciful God is revealed in such a way that we perceive that his holiness and his love are equally infinite” (Brunner, The Mediator, 464). Brunner adds that the cross is more than an idea, but reveals to us that which was conceived in the mind of God and “actually is”…giving to man both redemption and hope.

Fifth, the Cross Identifies the Church as a Place Where Believers in Christ Gather. It has previously been mentioned that every religion and ideology has a symbol by which it can be recognized. Should not the church display the cross as a way to identify it as a place where a believer of Christ gathers to worship? Richard Hooker, a sixteenth-century Anglican theologian, applauded the fact that the early church fathers, in spite of heathen scorn at the sufferings of Christ, “chose rather the sign of the cross than any other outward mark, whereby the world might most easily discern always what they were.” As well, the sign of the cross had a positive usefulness as it was “for us an admonition . . . to glory in the service of Jesus Christ” (Hooker’s quotes found in The Cross of Christ by John Stott, 22-23). When archaeologists dig through the ruins of antiquity, they have one certain way to identify a place of Christian worship. They look for a cross. When they find a cross painted on a wall, carved into stone, or even worked into a floor plan, they know they have found a church.

If a church doesn’t display a cross, what distinguishes it for those who are looking for a place of worship?   When one sees the symbol of the cross one knows that is a building where the worship of the Christ of the Cross is experienced. For the Christian, the display of the cross is a source of encouragement as well as a call to service.  Is one to conclude the cross is not important to those gathered if there is not a cross on display?

Sixth, the Cross for Paul was that in which he Gloried.  Paul wrote, “God forbid that I should glory, save in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ” (Galatians 6:14). Paul’s theology was centered in the cross. The cross occupied his thinking, guided his steps, and illuminated his preaching. Does one think Paul would hide the symbol of the cross when it was central in all his thoughts and actions?  Would he not have used the cross as a visual object lesson to aid in his explanation of the Christ Event? He would no doubt have pointed to a display of the cross as containing its own appeal. It is at the cross we see the nature and character of holy God on full display – justice, holy-love, mercy, and grace embracing.

Paul’s life was an unbroken insistence on the essential centrality of the Cross. The cross is a reminder that our self-righteousness is insufficient before a holy God, but that we need Someone to do for us what we could never do for ourselves. Paul gloried in the cross of Christ, for on the cross divine mercy and justice were equally expressed and eternally reconciled. God’s holy-love was satisfied, wherein Paul rejoiced.  Like Paul, believers should glory in the cross and all that it represents, but if it is never on display are we not minimizing its importance.

Seventh, the Cross Refreshes our Minds where the Source of Our Salvation is Derived. That which we don’t keep fresh in our minds soon fades, is deemed unimportant, and soon is forgotten. The early church was familiar with the cross, but if preceding generations of Christians had concluded that displaying the cross was not necessary, we would have no visual concept of the cross. The mind can retain better that which in reality is experienced by the mind. In the Old Testament, the Lord asked the Jews to rehearse significant events so as to not forget them. Well, should not the Christ Event be perpetually rehearsed in our ears and minds by a display of the cross.  Again, that which we don’t rehearse in our minds we have a tendency to make secondary and eventually fade into insignificance. The cross is the standard of victorious grace which we must never forget.

Eighth, The Cross and Resurrection are Interconnected. Some say the cross should not be the focus of the Christian faith, but the resurrection. One must understand that when one speaks of the Christ Event, it includes His life, death upon the cross, His burial, and His triumphant resurrection. Again, the cross and resurrection are interconnected. They both echo the affirmation of God’s provision. While, yes, in the first century the cross was a symbol of death, it is much more than that as because of the resurrection it was transformed into a symbol of life. In the first century, men went to the cross to die, because of divine transformation men now go to the cross to find life…eternal life. The resurrection is the authenticating truth that Christ’s death on the cross was not one of defeat but one of triumph.  The Christ Event, the Act of the Cross, was one of conquest, and because Christ lives, we shall also. The cross is a symbol of Christ’s atoning sacrifice, of which the resurrection gives affirmation.

Conclusion

Taking into consideration the eight reasons articulated above, while each church has the right to express its own policies, value judgments, and Christian liberty, it is difficult for this writer to embrace a sound argument as to why a church would not want to display the cross. Paul saw in the death of Christ upon the cross an action of God by which He makes it possible for the sinner to come to Him and be forgiven and to be accepted by the One who is Holy Other. As an instrument used by the Lord to enable wayward man to find his way Home to Him, the question is, “Why would one not want to display such a powerful symbol that serves as a visual signpost which has eternal implications?”  Oh, that God would give us a deeper insightful Christocentric grasp of the pervasive influence of the Cross of Christ. May we not hide the use of such a powerful symbol, but prayerfully display it to the glory of God. 

Blessings,

Dr. Dan

[Note] The argument that the cross should be abandoned as a visual symbol in the church finds its roots in 2 Kings 18:3-4 when King Hezekiah destroyed the Brazen Serpent Moses had made at the Lord’s direction. The Hebrew children in the wilderness cried out for deliverance from being bitten my poisonous snakes (Numbers chapter 21) as a result of their complaining against Moses and God.  Moses was instructed to place a bronze snake on a pole and lift it up and all who looked upon it would be healed. (In John chapter 3 Jesus says, “As Moses lifted up the bronze snake in the wilderness and were healed physically, those who will look upon the Son of Man when He is lifted up on the cross will be healed of their sin.”) King Hezekiah, approximately 725 years later, destroyed the bronze snake Moses had made as the people began to worship it and were offering sacrifices to it (2 Kings 18).

AFTER FIFTY YEARS… WHY I AM A CHRISTIAN

October has arrived.  It was in October, half-a-century ago,  that  I made the most important decision of my life. Fifty years ago, on the evening of October 5, 1970, I trusted Christ as my Savior.  As a freshman attending Campbell University, on that life-changing autumn evening, my life was altered forever. Attending a crusade being held on the college campus, as the words of the evangelist penetrated my heart, I realized I had sinned against a holy God, but our Creator God became the Redeemer of humanity in Jesus Christ. He who knew no sin became sin for me that I might become the righteousness of God in Him. Embracing Him as my Savior, I began embarking upon a journey that I could have never imagined. Ah, amazing grace!!

Over the last half-a-century I have been asked on many occasions, “Why are you a Christian?” I will answer that question with a story from the days of the Roman Empire.

There was once a wealthy Roman senator who had become most influential in the political arena. He desired that his only son follow him into politics, but his son was not interested in governmental affairs. His son was more interested in living a life without restraint and indulging in behavior that brought heartache and shame to his well-known father.

In time the young man left home with his partying companions to live a life of reckless abandonment. For a while he kept in touch with his father, but as time passed their relationship become more and more strained and all contact was discontinued. That broke the father’s heart, but what could he do.

He continued to faithfully serve as a Roman Senator, but he realized as time passed he would not see his wayward son again. As the wealthy senator grew older he decided to change his will, which had stated everything was to go to his only son. Presuming his son was dead, he rewrote the will and left his vast wealth to his trusty servant who had been with him most of his life. However, he made one stipulation in the will, that if his son ever returned he was allowed to choose one thing from his estate.

Not long after revising his will the Senator passed away. A most influential man, word of his passing spread throughout the Roman Empire. Word of his passing eventually made it to the ears of his son. Heartbroken at hearing of his father’s death, he realized how he had wasted his life and had broken his father’s heart. Repentant, he made his way back home. Upon arriving he was told of his father’s change of the will. He was informed his father’s vast wealth was to go to the faithful servant, but he was allowed to choose one thing from his father’s fortune.

His heart raced as he thought to himself, “What shall I choose?” He pondered and he pondered. Then suddenly, like a flash of light, it came to him what should be his choice. Twirling around and pointing at the faithful servant, the son exclaimed, “I WILL TAKE HIM!” For the young man realized that wrapped up in the faithful servant was all that his father possessed and to possess the servant was to possess all that belonged to his father.

That story is the answer to “why I am a Christian.” Fifty years ago my heart cried out, “I will take HIM.”  For I realized that wrapped up in the Faithful Servant, Jesus Christ, is all the Heavenly Father possesses and to possess Christ is to possess all that belongs to the Father!

For in Christ, the Suffering and Faithful Servant, I discover all my heart longs for. In Him I have found forgiveness for all my sins. He, as my Substitute, paid the sin debt I could never pay and His perfect provision on the cross paid in full the debt owed by all humanity. In Him I have found fulfillment and satisfaction. He gives a peace, purpose and satisfaction this world can’t give, a peace that passes all understanding. In Him I find a Friend that sticks by my side no matter what I go through in life. He never leaves me nor forsakes me. In Him I find a strong tower that I can run to in life’s darkest and toughest hour. In Him I find faith for standing when I don’t understand. Faith means I don’t have to have all the answers, but I hold the hand of the One  who is the Answer when I don’t understand. He is the Rock that holds me up in a world of sinking sand. In Him I have a future hope that is sure. This old life will one day cease, but He has promised, “I am the resurrection and the life. He that believes in me shall never die.”

And in the Faithful Servant is found so much more. All that the Father has for us to experience is wrapped up in Him.  As Paul wrote, “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ” (Ephesians 1:3). All that the heart longs for is found in Christ. He waits for you to exclaim, “I will take HIM.”

My dear friend, He waits your response. I am so thankful that I responded fifty years ago to His invitation. The most important words I ever spoke were on that life changing night half-a-century ago when I emphatically said, “I will take HIM.”

Blessings,

Dr. Dan

SEEKING ANSWERS IN THE FACE OF EVIL

The nation is in shock once again at another senseless and cowardly act of violence, this time occurring very early Sunday morning in Orlando, Florida. The horrific evil actions of a madman resulted in the worst mass shooting in USA history. Such acts of maliciousness, and obviously planned out evil leave us in shock and shaking our heads. As well it leaquestions-and-answersves us with questions that cannot be easily answered. What in the name of all that is loving and that is morally responsible would cause someone to commit such a horrific act to fellow human-beings?

While it is true we are reminded once again that evil does exist in the world, a deeper question needs to be asked. What is to be our response when such atrocious acts shake like an earthquake the very foundation of our Christian faith? What is the Christian answer in the face of evil?

I certainly don’t claim to have many answers in the face of such heartbreak, and if anything I have a lot of questions myself. I always do when unspeakable evil takes place. However I would like to offer some reflections from a biblical perspective. In the midst of such awful tragedy the question of “Why” can never be answered and will drive us to spiritual desperation trying to find an answer.. However, when our minds want to ponder “Why” we must turn our attention to the “WHERE” in the midst of our “Whys.” Where are we to turn, not necessarily for answers, but for strength and comfort in the darkness of our unanswerable questions? The answer to that question is found in a divine WHO.

Man was created with the capacity to have a relationship with his Creator, yet when that relationship is neglected man, as well, has the capacity to commit horrific evil. Our capacity to walk with God or walk away from God, can result in men making choices that at times seem to be those of angels and at other times choices that resemble those of devils. The result of our choices can have both individual and societal repercussions for good or evil. Sadly, too often our sinful, selfish, and godless choices and behavior are like harsh winter winds that have no respect for who its cold winds blow upon. What are we to do, where are we to go when the cold winds of evil viciously blow upon our brow?

The foundation of the Christian faith rests upon Jesus Christ in whom God has acted in history when He clothed Himself in our humanity. That a holy God has acted continued in Christ’s cross, His resurrection and His sending us “another Comforter” – the Holy Spirit – to abide with us forever. As man our God has wept through human eyes, as God He a seeks to lift us out of our sin and suffering, rather that suffering  be the result of  our own bad choices or as the result of the evil and violent behavior of others. As Christ wept with Mary and Maratha at the death of their brother, Lazarus, so He weeps with us over the consequences that sin, whether it be ours or someone elses, can bring into our lives.

We must not forget that Jesus Christ bore in his physical body, as he hung on the cross, the very worst evil that mankind could inflict. Yet in the midst of the darkness of the worst of evil which Christ experienced He was victorious, and in His victory He provided for us Light in the midst of our darkness, comfort in the midst of our pain, and hope in the midst of what appears hopelessness and senselessness. He has promised that even in tragedy, He can make all things new.

We must not forget that because of God’s suffering with Christ on the cross, as He tasted the evil and sin of all mankind, and His triumph over it all, we gain the assurance that God can and will be with us in our suffering and pain. God, who in Christ on the cross was the greatest Sufferer of all, is the assurance we will ultimately obtain victory even though tears may temporarily fill our eyes.

P.T. Forsyth has written, “God is able to empathize with all human suffering because He has, in the event of the Cross, experienced the height of suffering…God spared not His own Son from suffering, and in the midst of suffering rose above it; then even in the most dreadful things that man can produce He bids us to follow Him in our sufferings so that His victory might be actualized in us.”

In the midst of our heart-felt sobs and tears, if we listen closely we can hear the comforting voice our Savior saying, “I understand, for I, too, have suffered and am touched with the suffering and pain that touches you.” Our Christ is not indifferent, He is the Chief sufferer and giver, He is one who has paid the greatest price to secure for us atonement and the comfort that God is with us in our suffering. Forsyth says, “On the cross of God’s incomparable suffering is that it provides us with a concrete model of faith to emulate in our times of suffering: that of the crucified Christ.”

We may never logically understand the suffering that touches us and those we love, but we with the conviction of faith understand that what Christ did on the cross He did for us all. On the cross he took our sin, our heartache, our brokenness, our grief, and our questions; and with a holy love that can’t be intellectually grasped but can be experienced, He entered into a realm of suffering that is beyond our comprehension that we might know His abiding presence in every circumstance and situation of our lives.

The message that Christ’s death and resurrection proclaims ever echoes in air — that Christ, by His resurrection, is able to be present in our every situation – both good and bad. Found in the One who overcame death He seeks to help us be overcomers in the “death situations” in our lives.

That Christ lives means we are not alone in our suffering, He is with us. While the world can be cruel, evil, bringing us sorrow, and leave us with many unanswered questions, we must remember that in Christ we find comfort, hope and His presence that enables us to continue on in faith as we wait for that Day when He makes all things new and dries every tear from our eyes.

Blessings,

Dr. Dan

WHAT I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS

It‘s getting close to that time again. It’s been six months since my last one. It’s not something I look forward to, but I have to do it. It’s time for another check-upAllWantForXmas, scheduled for Tuesday, December 15. It has been two years since I completed radiation treatments for prostate cancer. I had been going every three months for a check-up and blood work, but on my last appointment in June the doctor moved me to every six months. I am most grateful that the previous visits to the doctor my blood work has come back good and I seem be doing very well.

My appointment is only ten days before Christmas, so I bet you can’t guess what gift I want for Christmas! You may ask, “If your previous check-ups have produced good reports and you are feeling well, what is the worry?”

I would be less than honest if I didn’t confess that every time a doctor visit pops up on the calendar I am revisited by those same emotions that welled up inside of me on June 14, 2013. That was the day I hesitantly answered the phone and heard the doctor say, “Rev. Merritt I wish I had better news, but…..” There aren’t words to describe the disbelief, numbness, detachment, and anxiousness that you experience at the moment you hear those life changing words, “You have cancer.”

The paradox of emotions that engulf you as your new journey begins is like riding on a roll-a-coaster. While there is anxiousness, there is a sense of His calming peace. While there is uncertainty, there is a sense of His assurance. While there is detachment, there is a sense of His abiding presence. While there is human weakness, there is a sense of His divine strength. While there is a lack of human sufficiency, His grace is sufficient.
How can one experience such a paradox of emotions all at the same time? I don’t know how, but I am here to tell you that I did and that I do again each time another doctor’s appointment draws near. In my humanness I ponder how the check-up will turn out, in my spirit I know that He is with me and will never leave me or forsake me no matter the result. I have learned that prayer is not me trying to change the mind of God, but me discovering the mind of God for my life and realizing He is at the helm of the ship of my life’s voyage.

I trusted Christ as my Savior many, many years ago and while I have failed and made a mess on more occasions than I would like to admit, there is one truth that has remained constant: He has never failed me and He has never been unfaithful to me. My life is in His secure and strong hands, and after the journey I embarked upon two-and-a-half years ago I am more keenly aware of that today than ever before. I am here to tell you, “He is faithful.”

I now see each day as a precious, precious gift. Each sunrise, each moment, is to be treasured. I love life and nothing gives me greater joy than to be used by Him to invest in the lives of others. My desire is to hang around and do that as long as possible, yet each of us are only one heartbeat away, only one step away, from eternity. I know that someday, unless the Lord returns, I, as well as you, will find the flower of life wilting before the rays of a setting sun. But here is the difference: if you know Christ as your Savior you can say with David, “Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for THOU art with me” (Ps. 23:4). The long shadow of our last enemy ever lingers near the paths we walk, but we have the assurance of Christ who proclaimed, “I am the Light of the world. He that walks with Me walks not in darkness” (John 8:12). His Light shines brightly in our darkest night and guides us in all of life and, as well, as we travel beyond the veil of time. O, what a Savior.

While I will anxiously await the report from my blood work following my doctor visit, I will trust and not be afraid, for because of His shed blood on my behalf on Calvary’s Hill I have already received the greatest healing of all, the greatest gift of all – spiritual healing from my trespasses and sins. I may answer the phone with a paradoxical calm yet trembling hand, listening intently as the doctor tells me the results; but the Rock I confidently stand upon will never tremble.

Bet you can’t guess what I want for Christmas!

Blessings,

Dr. Dan

WHEN A CRUMB IS ENOUGH

We find recorded from the amazing life of Jesus a story that has always intrigued me and always results in me meditating upon the depths of its meaning. The passage reads, “Jesus went away from there, and withdrew into the district of Tyre and Sidon. And a Canaanite woman from that region came out and began to cry out, saying, ‘Have mercy on me, Lord, Son of David; my daughter is cruelly demon-possessed.’ But He did not answer her a word. And His disciples came and implored Him, saying, ‘Send her away, because she keeps shouting at us.’ But He answered and said, ‘I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.’ But she came and began to bow down before Him, saying, ‘Lord, help me!’ And He answered and said, ‘It is not good to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs.’ But she said, ‘Yes, Lord; but even the dogs feed on the crumbs which fall from their masters’ table.’ Then Jesus said to her, ‘O woman, your faith is great; it shall be done for you as you wish.’ And her daughter was healed at once” (Matthew 15:21-28).  crumbs

In this incident Jesus travels outside the borders of Israel into Gentile territory. The woman Jesus encountered was a Canaanite woman who was seeking healing and deliverance for her daughter. A Gentile, she was a descendant of those who had made war with Joshua and the Children of Israel when they first sought to settle in the land that was given to them by the Lord. You can imagine the disgust of the disciples as they traveled into this “foreign” territory and their even greater disgust when this woman began crying out to Jesus to get His attention. They no doubt whispered among themselves, “How embarrassing. I can’t believe this Gentile dog (“dogs” is what the Jews called the Gentiles on account of their idolatry) is trying to persuade Jesus to stop for her.”

The woman‘s desperate and persistent cries for help are rejected by Christ twice. She was not rejected because of her disrespect of Jesus, for she called Him “Lord” and the “Son of David.” She recognized His divinity and His royalty. Even so, at first He didn’t say a word in response. Have you ever felt like this dear woman? You cry to the Lord and it seems if your petitions fall on deaf ears. The fact that Jesus at first did not answer her did not mean He did not hear, and so it is with us. He is always listening but He delays His response for the purpose of working in us a greater faith and blessing.

When Jesus does respond to this woman His response seems to be one of rebuke. He tells her He is come to minister to the lost house of Israel. Her being a Gentile, that didn’t include her. That did not discourage her, though, as she fell at his feet and worshipped Him and repeated her utter dependence upon Him for help. Worshiping Christ, she humbles herself before Him, for it is the contrite and humble heart that the Lord does not and will not ever turn away. Like this Canaanite woman, we must humble ourselves before our Lord; for He resists the proud (James 4:6), but He loves the surrendered heart. Ah, we must follow the worshipful example of this woman. Desperation will drive us to the feet of Jesus where we alone can find help for our needs.
In response to this woman’s humble submission before Christ, she hears Him say to her, “Shall I take food from the children’s table and cast it to the dogs?” While on the surface Jesus seems to be dealing rather harsh with her, He is trying to draw out, like precious gold, the genuineness of this woman’s faith. Her desperate need and surrendered heart looked with eyes of faith beyond what seemed like a stern remark. She humbly replied, “Even the dogs are allowed to eat the crumbs that fall under their master’s table.Just give me the crumbs that fall on the floor from your table and that will be enough to meet my needs.”

One ancient divine, commenting on the woman’s faith response to Jesus, writes, “Nourish me then as Thy dog. I cannot leave my master’s table. You cannot drive me from Thee either by rough words or by blows. I will not leave Thee, until my need is met. Give me therefore, 0 most merciful Lord, only a crumb, give me this and it will suffice. Let this one crumb fall among us Gentiles, and I will gather it up.”

The crumbs from His table were enough for her, more than the finest dishes from any other table. Even the crumbs of His grace and mercy are superior to the richest feasts found elsewhere on earth. Even though a Gentile she believed in Christ; she believed the Messiah was able to meet her need. She trusted in His Almighty power and love. She knew that He would set her daughter free and she only needed a crumb from His infinite grace for it to be so. Jesus commends her for her faith and granted her request.
While Jesus appeared to be rather harsh, by faith this woman could see the true heart and love of the Savior and His love for her. As the powerful and poetic Charles Spurgeon once said, “We may not always be able to trace the hand of God, but you can always trust the heart of God.” This woman trusted the heart of Christ even when it seemed He was indifferent. We must do the same. Jesus knew how desperate this woman was and He is always waiting to be gracious to all who sincerely come before Him with surrendered heart, who appeal to his merciful and loving heart.

To embrace Christ even when we don’t understand all His dealings with us is to eventually be filled with His graces that are found even in His smallest crumbs. Whatever our need His tiniest crumb is filled with enough mercy and grace to meet our biggest challenge and need. God’s grace is immeasurable. Since God’s grace is limitless, any crumbs falling from His table of grace contains His infinite provisions.

No matter how stern and indifferent life or heaven may sometime seem to our cries, let us remember His heart is full of boundless grace, mercy and love and waits for us to come before Him with a surrendered heart. As we do, we will discover even the crumbs that fall from His table is sufficient provision for our every need. A crumb from the Master’s table is enough.

Blessings,

Dr. Dan

NOW THE REST OF THE STORY

The other day I was rereading the story of Joseph and one phrase kept jumping out at me. “And the Lord was with Joseph,” thus reads Genesis 39:23. We know the story of Joseph well. Lied about by his brothers, beaten up, thrown in a well, sold into slavery, thrown into prison on a false testimony, betrayed by those he befriended, he was left behind bars to be forgotten. Seems he had one trial after another, one bad event upon another bad event. But after each contrary circumstance the Word reads, “And the Lord was with Joseph.”RestofStory

Do we not often feel like Joseph? Circumstances and situations come into our lives, some of our on making, but often events transpire that are not of our making and that have no logical explanation. As a matter of fact, like Joseph, we are trying to live for the Lord yet the winds of adversity seem to continue to buffet us.

What did Joseph do? He trusted the Lord anyway. He kept on keeping on. He never gave up. Discouraged at times? He no doubt was. Did he have questions to which there were no answers? Of course he did. But he trusted anyway.

Trusting the Lord when all looked bleak…well, as Paul Harvey always said, “Now the rest of the story.” Joseph trusted when it would have been easier to have given up. The result of his faith was, “Whatever he did, the Lord made him to prosper” (Genesis 39:23). His faithfulness was eventually rewarded by blessings. He went from the pit, to prison, to the palace. It looked as if life was against him, but in the end the Lord turned it all around for Joseph’s good (Genesis 50:20).

The same is true with us. Do events seem contrary to you? Keep trusting. Faithfulness will eventually be rewarded by blessings. No matter what we go through, like Joseph, the Lord is with us, He will not forsake us. He can take what seems like a curse and transform it into a blessing (Nehemiah 13:2). He has promised to work all things, both good and bad, for the good to those who love and trust Him (Romans 8:28). What a wonderful promise to hold on to when the ship of life is being tossed about by waves of uncertainty. As R.A. Torrey once said, “Romans 8:28 is a soft pillow for a weary head.”

As the song says, “Be not dismayed whatever be‘tide, God will take care of you.” He is with us, and as we continue to trust even when the waves of life seek to knock us down, like Joseph, the Lord will cause us to prosper “with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ” (Ephesians 1:3).

Let us keep our face toward the Son and His light will guide us through the darkness by His Sonshine.

Blessings,

Dr. Dan